My past failures are holding on to me
I am trying to find a new job and I am meeting some obstacles within myself. Here are the themes:
- Not feeling I have the skill set to apply to the positions I know in my heart that I desire for.
- Not feeling smart enough even though I am graduated from a top school.
- I remember past failures, even though I have an outstanding memory.
- Feeling like that I cannot get good references.
- Not feeling valuable or that I can make as much money as I know I deserve for my work.
- Feeling judged for even wanting to rise to a higher position (glass ceiling).
- I regret my past failures in school despite outstanding reviews for the past 4 years. It is quite irrational but is having a real affect on my ability.
- Is there a mantra that can work for me? I am committed to getting out of this rut from the inside out.
- Additionally, I am always somehow short on funds even though I know with some certainty that I can maintain a balanced checkbook. Little things always happen to take it away.
Naran
Chant “ELM, LARCH, HONEY SUCKLE, GENTIAN, HORNBEAM”
Explanation
Elm: will expand your capabilities that are required for your growth and promotions in your endeavors.
Larch: Boosts your self-confidence (for success)
Honey Suckle: Not to regret in the past, and not to be held by the past. Instead, move forward in life.
Gentian: Not to be down due to setbacks. Instead use them as feedback and lessons to be learned.
Hornbeam: Not to get stuck up and move forward