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In one of the Naran’s blog I had read regarding Mother. Call Divine Mother for help. I didn’t know who. I had never heard before. In November I just thought to google and I read more and more about Mother. I remember I read you are blessed if Mother chooses you to listen her, see her. By this time I had developed inner love some connection towards her.

Next day or a two, Youtube video feed Divine Mothers recording. Tears filled my eyes Heaviness in heart, what a Divine mercy grace. I am so lucky Mother you showed me yourself your voice. I heard her Recording. I saw her walking blessing in videos. And now the proof of her presence.

I had printed Sri Aurobindo and Ma picture and kept with me. I faced most depressing breakdowns last year. During one of them it struck me take the photo cry and try to sleep. Cry in her lap cry like her kid telling your problem to your Mother. I was all alone not a single family member or friend understood my pain. Instead was against me. Excruciating emotional pain. I kept Divine Ma’s photo on my chest clinging to it like a kid n spoke to her and slept. It was a peaceful sleep and woke up in peace which is unbelievable when you are alone broken down. This happened many times always i was relieved. Also my faith emotional strength increased.

This March, again I faced some challenging time, and I broke down I thought i won’t be able to handle it this time. I was furious at the people who gave me so much pain.it was 12th March, Thursday I played ya devi sarva bhuteshu song to channel my anger while listening to the mantra. That night, while i was crying asked Mother, Are you there Mother, Are you there for me and slept. I am missing You Ma. Next day Friday, YouTube feed for those missing Mother-Ya devi sarva bhuteshu mantra-Durga mantra. Later that day I googled Mothers photo.

I got a pic with ‘ I am near you”.

Your inner voice tells what message is meant for you and it was not coincidence for me. In November last your, while I read more about Mother, I saw many photos but never without a writing. This was second Divine realization of her presence I got one more photo which said – Divine Mother Durga herself. It’s like connecting dots. We get clues always but our ignorance doesn’t allow to connect the dots. I am really grateful to Divine Mother that she made me connect the dots. And Naran Sir through whom I connected with Divine Ma. And Irene Mam whose guidance helped me to sustain this long when I had given up hope to live. Thank you Irene Mam because of you I got patience and I am relishing on elixir of Naran Sir’s knowledge.

Sir this life is insufficient to convey my gratitude to u and have u as my guru, I wish and pray if I get human birth again in every birth u be my guru. I am grateful to you till my last breath and also thanking in advance for every birth when ul be my teacher, because I know my prayer will be heard. Just in case my ignorant mind fails to realize, so Gratitude in advance for all the births to come.

Thank you. I love you Ma, Sri Aurobindo. Thank you for letting me write this and share my experience. (Trust me this is so precious to me that I always wanted to hide it, my treasury and had decided to share with Naran Sir only when I meet him, but today when he told me to share, I am obeying my Guru and sharing this Jewel experience with you all) Call me selfish greedy crazy Yes I am for when you will realize these Divine interventions you will know what a true enriched person you are. This is true richness for me. My Mother Sri Aurobindo and Naran Sir. Lots of blessings.

Strong will power and will to live is need of the hour.

We require both mental and physical strength to win over this situation.

Who can be our companion in this journey?

After Mahabaratha war, everyone went back to their kingdom including Lord Krishna who went to Dwaraka.

Dharma the eldest of Pandavas started ruling Indraprastha. After some months, Arjuna left to Dwaraka to meet Lord Krishna. He met Lord Krishna, and in the course of conversation, Lord Krishna declared that he was completing his avatarhood on the earth and he would be going back to Vaikunta. He told Arjuna to take all women from his kingdom along with him to Indraprastha where they all will be safe and protected.

Arjuna cried on hearing the words of Krishna. But Krishna consoled him and finally Arjuna agreed to take all women to Indraprastha and started his journey back with a heavy heart. He started becoming weaker and weaker as his journey was progressing.

On the way, a group of thieves attacked Arjuna’s chariot. Arjuna could not fight them back but got beaten by the thieves very badly.

The Great warrior Arjuna who fought the Kurushetra war with this Bow-Kandiva so majestically and who is also world renowned for his archery skills now could hardly lift the bow- Kandiva on his shoulders and fight back the ordinary thieves.

First time in life, Arjuna faced defeat. He reached Indraprastha fully hurt and defeated.

He narrated the entire happenings to Veda Vyasa and sought his help to understand his plight.

Veda Vyasa explained to him, “ Arjuna, You can never hold this bow-Kandiva or lift it. All along Lord Krishna was by your side and it was he who had given you the necessary physical and mental strength. Krishna’s grace alone made you courageous and victorious. But, you never realized it. Now that Lord Krishna is departing from this earth, your courage, valor, strength, everything is also leaving along with him. That’s why you could not fight against even the ordinary thieves.”

Lord Krishna alone can give us physical strength, will power.

Chant

OM MAHABALAYA NAMAHA

OM MAHABALAYA NAMAHA

OM MAHABALAYA NAMAHA

Krishna before his departing, summoned Udhava; told him that he is leaving his body and the earth.

Udhava: “I cannot say Goodbye to you Krishna. I will not let you go.” Holding Krishna’s feet Udhava was weeping.

I cannot believe what you said Krishna. You are playing with me isn’t it?

Please be here. You are in all of our hearts; how can I say goodbye to your smile?

This world without you, I can never imagine.

Take me also with you Krishna.

Saying this he fell down and held the feet of Krishna, crying uncontrollably.

Krishna : “Udhava, get up. One day everyone born in this world is to depart his body losing everything.”

Dumbfounded Udhava was looking at the Lord.

Krishna continued, “I have loved everything in this life. But when the moment comes, we should be ready to say goodbye to anything that we have loved, possessed and that is REAL LOVE.

LOVE NEVER HOLDS ANYTHING FOR ITSELF.

Leave me alone, I have to say good bye to all the trees, flowers, rivers, to the air human breath, to the space where whole earthlings live.”

Saying this he took out this peacock feather and said goodbye to it and handing over to Udhava.

Trembling and shaken within, Udhava took it and held it reverentially with his heart.

Udhava, see I am losing this peacock feather. For a long time, throughout my life it has been with me. Now it has come to you.

MY LOSS IS YOUR GAIN.

One day you will lose it. At that time, leave it without regret.

LOSING AND GAINING IS THE COSMIC ORDER.

Nothing is yours. The world belongs to the Supreme Lord. Everything in this world belongs to the Supreme Lord. He gives and also takes away.

SERVE THE WILL OF DIVINE SELF.

I will tell you one thing. When you get one thing, you will have everything in this life. You can go above LOSING OR GETTING.

Prabhu, please tell me.

BE ONE WITH THE ATMAN.

SEEK THE ATMAN ALWAYS.

Chant ATMAVAN BHAVA.

This will work like a command to your mind.

ATMAVAN BHAVA ATMAVAN BHAVA ATMAVAN BHAVA

Mother Yashoda used to tell stories to Krishna when putting him to sleep.

One day she called him, come, let us go to sleep.

Krishna immediately jumped and placed himself in the lap of Yashoda looking at her expecting the story. Yashoda, asked him, “What story you want?”

The other day, you stopped Rama’s story when they went to forest.

Please continue that story ma.

Yashoda said, can I tell you something else. No, no, I want that only.

I want to hear more about Rama.

Yashoda continued and asked him where did I leave that? Do you remember?

Yes ma.

Lakshmana went in search of Rama who was chasing the golden deer.

Please continue. Please continue.

He opened his ears widely.

When Yashoda narrated how Ravana abducted Sita…

Krishna grew so angry, red faced yelled “Lakshmana!!! Come let’s go. Sprang up flared with anger as if reaching for his bow and arrows.”

For a second, Yashoda got shocked.

Then Krishna suddenly remembered He is in Krishna avatar. He cooled down.

Smiled mischievously, beautifully and made his mother forget his split-second revelation.

HARE RAMA HARE RAMA

RAMA RAMA HARE HARE

HARE KRISHNA HARE KRISHNA

KRISHNA KRISHNA HARE HARE

Chant this mantra today.