Sir
Why one day I am getting help immediately, why one day I had to struggle without any external support.
Is this the Law of Balance ? Is it to learn equanimity?

Naran Sri:

In the struggle and difficulties, the message is indirect. To understand and learn is the difficulty and not the event. Mind is half light and half darkness.
The dark side needs light from the mother, “mother, give light to enable me to understand and learn”.

Mustard is the light to understand the struggle and to easen the struggle is oak and to learn from it, is Chestnutbud.
Mustard Will light the dark side of the mind.